I just can't stop looking out my front window to see
my beautiful little Nissian sitting out there.
Haha that sounds extremely cheesy, but I am just sooo happy. I can't even explain.
I thought it would take a while before I got a car. That I might have to ride the bus to school again once it started. This is just such a breath of fresh air! The whole time my mom was signing the papers I just kept thinking "I don't have to take the bus, I don't have to take the bus." Haha it's just so nice to know that when I want to go somewhere, I can. Just trying to get down in words this first car feeling. It's a great feeling. I almost cried driving home from the dealership yesterday.
Honestly the only thing that's left on my list is a job.
And if I go out and try hard enough I don't think it will be too long before I get that.
Once I get that things will finally start going where I want them to go.
I know they will.
Wow life is good. I wish summer wasn't ending. I feel like it's just starting.

Things are finally coming together.