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People say to "chase your dreams." There's countless quotes about "if you can dream, you can achieve." And I mean come on, anybody who knows me knows I live for my dreams. I mean look at this blog, and my Tumblr. My dreams make up who I am. So how come I am having so much trouble knowing HOW to chase my dreams? Even if I don't get to where I want to go, it would be okay knowing I at least tried. I'm just having so much difficulty knowing how to try! I don't know everyone just says that it's such a hard world where I want to go, and I know that. I understand that's it's honestly crazy for me to be such a friggin dreamer but I want to face the rejection! I want to get to the place where they tell me "I'm sorry I don't know if this is meant for you." And then I get angry and then I just try even that much harder. I just want to get there! Wow I watch too many movies. Who knows what I'm even saying right now. I do. Not sure if anyone else does, ever. Well that's just been something that I've been getting upset about lately. I want to follow the yellow brick road, someone please just show me how to get there?